thoughts

i post this cause i just don't feel alright.

i think the main reason is now i m on my own feet. Something very opposite to what I used to have. No longer care-free fully depend on family. There is a lot of question to think about... like further studies, jobs and also the timing. Last time there is only 1 way... its just so free and easy. and now.. u plan everystep on your own.

Which way is the best to go on ? I feel i still too fresh to make important decision to my life. Maybe this the way life should be, your future will be build by your own pair of hand. Are all this the test to sharpen my maturity ?

In short, I felt my urge to move forward , yet there too many ways. which one to the brighter and secure future ?

if you still cant get what i meant here...then i shall just let you know... i just facing my down period... tml will be fine ! =)